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Wouldn’t you want to know your own goss? That’s what I’ve been asking friends who have been giving me the good advice to just let it go, move on, don’t pick at the scab. I recognize it is probably not the best for my sanity and sobriety to investigate. But it’s big and it’s about me, so I want to know — wouldn’t you?